Important Question: What is keeping me from completing my memoir?
Psyche’s Answer: You must give birth to and release what you have been carefully nurturing for soooo long!
Courage: to tell the story of who you are with your whole heart
In 1987 I released my newborn into the waiting arms of his adoptive mom.
30 years later, I am struggling to release the story of who I am and what I am becoming…
After my mom died in 2008 I dreamed:
In the middle of the front yard of our home there are large stones that spell out a word:
The word is COURAGE
I became the Goddess without the feminine ground that would return me to humanity.
I am beginning to understand the power of archetype. I am conscious and making choices YES!
This morning I wrote down a new writing schedule in my journal. These hours will be devoted to writing and preparation for birth.
I begin to page through the edited version of my manuscript and I see the words
and am able to fly, and dive deep, anew…and where I never imagined possible, until now. ~synchronicity in the moment of writing/excerpt from a friend’s email
I am doing what needs to be done to complete my memoir, perform my life, discover more…
My surrogate son’s 30th birthday is Saturday. This is the first birthday I am able to wish him a
I am celebrating my son’s life, our story.
What I said yes to…
I will never say yes to again…
I am the woman, I am today because of my experience as a surrogate mother
because I play
because I create
because I write… I am READY to complete a lengthy work filled with story, images, dreams, and letters.
I am READY to deepen my work and accept the challenge of completing my work. It is difficult to write about completion and release…there’s a lot for me to learn. This is another step in making sense of what holds me back. Not wanting to let go has brought me to tears, sobbing, many times. I can do this!
IMAGINE what will birth next?!
I’m going to keep writing and watch to see what synchronicities emerge. Undoubtedly many of these connections will bring difficulties and challenges + de-light!
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